It´s hard to get out, it´s hard to get out of sadness, it´s hard to get out of what you think should never be disturbed. It´s hard to get out...
It´s hard to get out of that empty submarine, the submarine that drags you deep into its soul, so you sink deeper... and deeper until you find its entrails. Entrails that are more emptiness. Emptiness... which makes you weak, because you think that the submarine´s armor will be more than that someday, but it will never change.
It´s hard to get out, because you don´t know OUT, you just care about IN, and that suits you perfectly.
It´s hard to get out of your house, it´s hard to see the world because your eyes are made of wood, and they will burn with the sun, your personal solar storm.
It´s hard to get out of the past... black veils. It´s hard to feel for yourself, your hands are tied, your heart is broken...your youth is being aggressive... and it´s hard. You have sinked too much, but to you it´s just a little detour on your yellow roads. Yellow roads were meant to be walked, that´s the only truth you know, and still you take the red ones. Yes, it´s hard.
It´s hard to get out of your bed because it knows too many secrets, too may forbidden stories. These stories never fade, and they drag you to the submarine, your beautiful submarine. It´s hard to get out of that lonely notebook... lonely epistles.
You feel desolated, people have told you that you are some kind of a Promised Land, but where are your inhabitants? Are there any more Promised Lands? Are they better than this one? Maybe it´s also hard for them to get out, yes... that must be the reason... I´ll wait for them in my submarine.
It´s hard to get out of moments, you got stuck in a moment for one month and your eyes have not seen the sun, but it´s good because you don´t want to be burned. No, you do not want that.
It´s hard to get out of something you don´t know, something that does not feel right, still you don´t dare to blame the submarine.
But you know what´s harder? To understand that you have to get out, and to realize that even submarines float, that you do not live at the bottom of the ocean...but it´s hard.
